Wow.

You ever look back on any of your old stuff (that you've written, in my case lyrics), poems or whatever you do, stories, etc. and just think, "Wow, what was I going through that I think of something so horrible..."

I just found some suicidal like hardcore metal lyrics from a while back and I kinda got scared to think that at some point those thoughts went through my head.

I'd share, but only on request... So if you wanna see em, lemme know.